So busy must nap

As many of you know, my sister is in town. She and I are trying to form a healthy relationship after a lifetime of pretty much not knowing each other. This is the hardest thing that I’ve ever tried to do. I can’t tell If I’m doing a good job or not. I’m so bloody sensitive and worried and easily hurt.

Wish me luck.
So far, it’s nothing close to what I had hoped.
I always expect the best and often set my expectations too high.
Then I blame myself if anything goes wrong.
It’s not healthy.

In the end, we may find that we are incompatible, and that’s ok too.
But maybe, just maybe, we can do this, maybe we can be friends, sisters, companions.

Either way, it’s good to nap.

One Response

  1. …wishing you well…

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